Falling Friend.
So, do you guys have someone like this as well? Some friend of yours who accidentally falls in love with you but unfortunately, you just see them as a FRIEND. NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS. I`m experiencing this a bit and lately, it is kind of affecting me. I thought at first, if I just ignored it eventually his interest would fade `cause you know.. we’re friends. I seriously don’t see my relationship with him as an intimate developing one. Besides, I already have someone I like. But learning and knowing that some of my friends talk about it at my back I kind of feel really.. Guilty. Bakit ko pa pinaabot sa ganito? I also learned that he himself have something to say.. That he’s also scared that’s why he wouldn’t confess to me. Well, He should be. Kidding aside, I really love him and care for him.. AS A FRIEND. Someone I don’t want to lose. I don’t want to ruin it by having a superficial relationship where you can break it off, like Boyfriend-Girlfriend relationship.
Aside from all of this reasons, I’m really a mean person in relationships. Srsly. A sly one. I’ll keep distant to him from now on. Sorry, Ram.
June 3, 2012 - 04:30pm
Hi earthlings! Sobrang tagal ko nang hindi nag-popost dito. Tinatamad din kasi ako. Haha. Anyways! 19th Birthday ko last May 24, 2012 and my friends gave me a blast. Sinurprise nila ko. Even though their dallying too much sa place at napagalitan pa sila sa Student Council. I thank them. That was my first time for me, so I really don’t know what to do nung sumigaw sila ng “SURPRISE!”. Having my birthday on a school day. It was kind of spoiling. Parang feeling mo pwede mong gawin sa kanila lahat dahil birthday mo. I felt like I was a spoiled pretty little brat. Srsly. Lalo na yung 2 dudes ko! Faye Ocampo and Paula Reyes. `gotta love them. (Yung iba kong dudes e busy. Yung isa nag eenjoy sa bora, at yung isa cinelebrate yung birthday ng mama niya. Magkabirthday kami e. HAHA.) I had a cake and treat them for pizza. Sarap! J Then a lot of fun things happen. Sobrang na touch ako. Then the storm came in..
My PRELIMS (May 28-June2, 2012) GRABE. Sobrang hang up ko sa feeling ng pagbabakasyon I didn’t study seriously at all. Well at first, tapos bigla na lang akong tatamarin then I’ll just stare at my laptop and read mangas and all other stuff. Sobrang gulo pa nang kwarto ko nun. Bigayan na nang results bukas e and I really don’t know what’s going to happen. :/ Bummer. Dang it. In PSTHE, 67 ako over 80. The fuck di ba? Not the usual me. (Ang yabang ko, ang potek.) Goodluck talaga sa Histopath ko bukas, but I expect na, I’ll fail. SHIT. This hurts so much. :l Then I watched Agent K saying..
“Don’t ask questions if you don’t want to know the answer.” We watched MIB 3 last night. (June 2, 2012) While watching had a little girl talk with Faye Ocampo. Sobrang na-gui-guilty tuloy ako. We talked about a friend. Ah basta! Anyway, ang daming humanoids na nag-watch din. GANDA. Maka-avengers sa level. Teary-eyed when I saw the ending. I don’t want to be such a spoiler. Watch it. Ganda! Mindblowing ka-eeewwwhan. HAHA. I adore the friendship Agent K and Agent J have. Just like Watson and Holmes. Aaah. Male friendship is awesome. I wish I was one. HAHA. Jke. Well, that ends my report! Adieu`.
Happy Mother’s Day to all! I vow that I shall wear this pin this whole day! :) I’m so proud of my mom. I love her so much. There might be petty fights, unwanted sermon but I still love her. So much Ma! Thank you for everything. Love, Patience, Wisdom. Thank you. <3
May 10, 2012 - 6:00pm
Hi guys. It’s been so long. Hayy. So busy at school. Especially research again. Damn you research. Naiinis pa ko kay Atan. Badtrip. I am not really liking her right now. It just seems that for her eyes I can’t really do anything right. And that feels suck, right? So pissed. But I respect her at choosing her friends wisely. But I hate her for just using them on purpose. I am gonna be friends with her. I’ll go and try harder! TSS. She’s challenging me. The hell with her! But I wanna be this chick who doesn’t care about her surroundings (except for her friends) but when someone asks her to do something she do it with flying colors. Y’know. Something like that. Gah. I hate this. Well adieu.
May 1, 2012 - 8:10pm
Hey Guys! Today nagpunta si Clara sa bahay. I miss her! I miss laughing with her, but pinaalis ko siya agad. HAHA. I have so many things to do. Chos! Hindi rin. Well, we talked a lot about some things. Funny things. :) We ate at shake-an. Of course it was her treat. I love her so much. Pag nagkikita kami para kaming isang araw lang hindi nagkita. No tensions. To think na ilang months kami nagkita. Ang dami kong natutunan kay Clara:
- Gusto ko yung squid ball na chicken ball. [akala niya magkapareho lang yun.]
- Nalunod ako dun sa salbabida na may butas sa gitna. [Ahem. May butas talaga siya, kung wala saan ka lulusot?!]
- Alam mo yung City Hunter na palabas. Kwento ko sayo. City Hunter.. Si Lee Min Ho siya yung City Hunter don. [Nalunod ako sa City Hunter na word.]
At sobrang marami pa. HAHA. ILY Cla. :*
April 28, 2012 - 9:35pm
Hey. So dahil bitter ang kuya ko dahil hindi ko siya nasamahang manood ng The Avengers. Ganito ang eksena:
KUYA: Oy` maganda yung Avengers?
YANA: Ay, OO KUYA SOBRANG GANDA. :P
KUYA: Oh. Edi ikaw lang pala ang panget dun.
*Psh! Hindi ako papatalo!
YANA: Hindi a. Kasi pag nanood ka, ikaw na.
* Fufu. Dafuq. HAHA. Bitter much! Omigod big bro. Your soooo matampuhin. Hoho. Interogero! May ka date ako nun. Yung kapwa avengers ko. Haha.
Nothing much this day. Just watched Death Note. L. :) Tapos nag inayos ko lang yung mga notes ko nung last year ko. `cuz you know, 4th year na ko. SHOOCCKS. Sarap sabihin. Haha. Ang dami ko palang gamit. Naka ilang envelope ako! Grabe. At hindi pa kumpleto yun. Gah. So tired. [Actually I didn’t do anything. -.-]
Goodnight humanoids. :> Sleep tight.
April 28, 2012 - 6:20am
Good Morning! I just had a wonderful flashback of dreams >.< and of course, I just have to blog it. haha. Anyway, it’s all about Highschool days. Yung tungkol sa highschool sweetheart ko. Y’know, I’ve been waiting for him nung HS ako. Hindi pa rin manligaw-ligaw! Nakakaasar. Nagpaligaw na ako sa iba, wala pa rin! wa epek! I guess. Siya yung hinihintay ko nung mga panahon na yun. My dream is just like.. fiction to me. Pero ang ganda lang talaga. I can’t stop smiling. Pero ngayon, may Girlfriend na siya e. </3 Akala ko nga ako ang magiging first niya kaso HAHA. Tengene lang. I hope he’s really happy. Naiyak ako dun a in all fairness, nung nalaman ko yun naluha ako. Ma ko kung bakit. ?? Anyway, hindi na kami nagpapansinan ngayon e, hindi kasi siya pumunta nung debut ko. Duh. Debut kaya yun! If I know, inuuna niya pa yung nililigawan niya nun! Malandi siya! Hoho.
Guys. I’m still sleepy. But NO! I wanna finish death note na e. L. :)
April 25, 2012 - 4:40pm
Hi Guys! Super Excited. I just watched “Marvels; The Avengers”. One word to describe it: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!
I love Iron Man talaga. Techie much. Sobrang cool and funny niya. :) Billionaire, Philanthropist pa.
So sad that Thor doesn’t have the chance to meet Jane.
Total Black Widow fan. Damn she’s my IDOL! So cool.
Hawkeye, masters of archery. Great! No look?
Captain America, damn. He’s hot. HAHA.
Hulk is all you need to defeat a phony god. Damn it! Hulk and Iron Mans’ tag team is the funniest! So great.
I recommend for you guys to watch it. Sorry big bro! I can’t watch it with you. =) Frankenween….a. =) I miss my girl!
WATCH IT GUYS! YOUR BUDGET IS SOOOO WORTH IT. :)
April 24, 2012 - 8:15pm
Absent from school. Wala lang. Tinatamad lang pumasok, puro orientation lang kasi. First week po. Napagalitan nga ako nila mama, well, anyway hindi pa rin ako pumasok. I don`t care. I`m the boss baby! What I say is Law. HAHA. Wala, maghapon sa bahay. Hindi nga ako nakabili ng notebook. Sobrang tinatamad ako gumalaw. SOBRA. Ewan may Agoraphobia yata ako. Takot sa lumabas. Chos! Tinatamad lang talaga! :P Oh, by the way, nanuod pala ako nung My kontabida Girl. Hm. Ok naman siya. Yun lang. Ang ganda lang ni Rhian. Nakakainggit. Hindi ako fan ni Aljur e. Sorry! Haha. Anyway, gusto ko nang matulog. Kaso.. ah. These past few days I’ve been having trouble to have a good night sleep. Lagi nalang masakit ulo ko pag natutulog ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Gah. Ewan. Yun lang muna update ko! Byers.
April 23, 2012 - 3:30pm
Hi guys. First day of classes. I`m on early classes so uwian na namin. Actually kaninang 11:30 pa. It`s weird. So weird. Parang nanaginip pa ko kanina. Ni hindi nga ako nakinig sa ni-lelecture ng prof kanina. All I heard was blah blah blah blah… 270 pesos for your book.. blah blah blah.. Hindi ako makapag concentrate. Well duh. Sino ba naman ang makakapag concentrate sa taong ni hindi nakatulog nang maayos kagabi. Lagi nalang hindi ako makatulog ng maayos. Whenever I think na matutulog nang maaga, In the end, I stayed up so late na sobrang puyat ko na. This past few weeks lagi na lang ganito. Paano ba ko makakakuha nang good night sleep? Omigod. By the way, may bago nanaman akong manga na nabasa.
1. Bokura ga Ita.
- dati ko pa to nakikita kaso feeling ko corny siya, tapos shit lang nung nabasa ko na.. Hindi na tumigil yung iyak ko. Binasa ko siya ng isang araw lang. Isang buong araw, hindi ako kumain ng breakfast and lunch. Ang ganda niya. Omigod, Otaku much. Pero ang ganda niya. It’s SO GREAT! 11 points out of a perfect ten score. Ganun siya kaganda. It was well written, una magtatanong ka na bakit ganun? anong meron? Then in the end you’ll end up imagining.. shocks kung ako siya hindi ko kaya yun. Ang ganda. Kudos to the author. Sobra. But thank God ngayon ko lang siya nabasa kung kelan completed na siya. Dahil kung nabasa ko siya nang hindi complete baka inatake na ko sa puso dahil sa mga updates. That whole day was a time-well spent. :) I love it. so much. Hindi na ko tumigil sa kaka-iyak. OMG naaalala ko nanaman siya *Tears*.
2. Hot Gimmick
- ewan ko pagka-click ko ng ‘surprise me’ na button eto yung lumabas. It was a nice manga. Hindi ko nga ine-expect yung huling part but it kept me wishing na, ‘sana sila pa rin, sana sila pa rin.’
3. Torikagoshou no Kyou mo Nemutai Juunintachi
- It was a slice of life story o’yea. CUTE. Sobrang CUTE. Sa mga manga-ng nababasa ko naiisip ko na ganun ba talaga kahirap mag-move on. I mean, ilang yeas talaga? Then napaisip ako. Wala akong karapatang magtanong nang ganun dahil naging tanga na rin ako minsan. Pag ibig nga naman.
Yan guys! Yan ang ginawa ko bago mag pasukan. Kay sipag kong bata. Dapat may award na ko e. Naisip ko kung bayad ang paggawa ng manga, sana pati yung pagbasa niya rin. Aba! Ilang oras ako diyan ha. HAHA. Basahin niyo guys. Ang ganda. Sorry ha? Puro love story, well duh, I`m a girl. [Peste! Babae ako! Babae talaga ako.. minsan.. sa manga.. oo. Pero brad talaga ako. HAHA.]
READ READ. If you guys could recommend me more, I would appreciate it! Any recommendations?
April 22, 2012 - 7:15pm
Hay. Early mornings again tomorrow. May pasok nanaman! Pwede bang time-first muna? Hindi pa ko ready. Gah. I hate this. Sobrang na eenjoy ko pa ang pagpapahinga. Besides, ang itim ko pa. WTF. HAHA. Anyway, off to school bukas. New profs, new annoying subjects same old boring classmates. Chos! Haha. Joke lang sa mga classmates ko. :) Ah! Oo nga pala. Nakakalurky lang si Norico isang araw lang ang classes niya. Pasaway! Buti pa siya. So jealous, pero irreg na kasi siya, dami na ngang irreg e. Muntikan na nga ako! OMG. Buti nalang.. nandyan si Ramram! May book kasi siya sa research oyea, isasauli ko na pala bukas. Haha. Bad Vibes talaga bukas. Yung mga classmates ko mga.. something. Mga nasa scholarship pero mabuti na rin to. Para ma-push ako mag aral. Level up! :) Goodnight every one. I`m logging off na. I “plan” to sleep early. Plan! HAHA. Nightie night! :*
